Yikes

Well, Elle is in need of encouragement! I blew it this weekend too. But, oh did food taste good! Monday I was back to 212. Ouch. Tues. I'm at 210. I'm hoping to be back at 208 tomorrow or Thurs. I am sick of shrimp, steak, and chicken. I know, I know, that sounds like food fit for kings right?!?! Well, not when it's the only thing you can eat, without bread, butter, or any other fatty delicious thing. On the bright side, even though I cheated this weekend, I actually looked forward to eating healthy and found myself throwing away half of my food uneaten. Good sign, I thought. Maybe I am finally getting the concept of enjoy the taste of your food, don't inhale a whole pound of it. Less is more! Three little words that pack so much power!!! (Unless you are talking about wine, in which case those words DO NOT apply!)

no diet, just sick

I'm sick and the only thing I want right now is soup. Anything hot and liquid. I was doing really well with dieting and now I have no clue where my weight is. I don't give a shit right now either. I just want to be well. I will worry about the scale when I can stand without being dizzy.

Oct. 1

I am at 208. And I want pizza so bad, or nachos... I know I have been losing and that is encouraging but man, watching everyone else eat is HARD!

208.6

inching along, singing a song, gonna be lighter soon! Unless I crave and eat pizza this weekend.

and now..

209. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO BE UNDER 200!

going going going...

up! Now I am at 210.6. No idea why. I am just hanging in there. It will come off eventually!!! It has to!

going going going...

down. 209.2. Ever so slowly I am inching toward that first goal of being less than 200. I am so anticipaing the day!