Getting better

Still not feeling great but I am doing better than yesterday so I'll go with it. I have not weighed but I've been living off of home made chix noodle soup Scott brought over. It's a nice change for someone to bring me food instead of always coming over to eat mine. I'm completely bloated from all of the sodium from the soup. If I had to guess at my weight I would say probably 212 give or take (or just give 5 lbs). I will weigh tomorrow and check in. It's not even motivation at this point that I need. I'm ready to pick back up where I left off I just don't have the energy to cook. I physically just don't have it in me. Today is better. So I am going to stick with the soup for another day, drink lots of water and swallow as many vitamin C's as I can without overdosing. Emily I am proud of you for sticking with this though it has been slow. Keep it up.

Yikes

Well, Elle is in need of encouragement! I blew it this weekend too. But, oh did food taste good! Monday I was back to 212. Ouch. Tues. I'm at 210. I'm hoping to be back at 208 tomorrow or Thurs. I am sick of shrimp, steak, and chicken. I know, I know, that sounds like food fit for kings right?!?! Well, not when it's the only thing you can eat, without bread, butter, or any other fatty delicious thing. On the bright side, even though I cheated this weekend, I actually looked forward to eating healthy and found myself throwing away half of my food uneaten. Good sign, I thought. Maybe I am finally getting the concept of enjoy the taste of your food, don't inhale a whole pound of it. Less is more! Three little words that pack so much power!!! (Unless you are talking about wine, in which case those words DO NOT apply!)

no diet, just sick

I'm sick and the only thing I want right now is soup. Anything hot and liquid. I was doing really well with dieting and now I have no clue where my weight is. I don't give a shit right now either. I just want to be well. I will worry about the scale when I can stand without being dizzy.

Oct. 1

I am at 208. And I want pizza so bad, or nachos... I know I have been losing and that is encouraging but man, watching everyone else eat is HARD!

208.6

inching along, singing a song, gonna be lighter soon! Unless I crave and eat pizza this weekend.

and now..

209. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO BE UNDER 200!

going going going...

up! Now I am at 210.6. No idea why. I am just hanging in there. It will come off eventually!!! It has to!