ALRIGHT!

Alright Alright. I am weak and pathetic. I didn't weigh in because I knew I didn't do good. But I haven't been feeling well, so I've been going to bed early and haven't been eating late at night, and what do you know???? I lost 6 pounds over night! Craziest damn thing that's ever happened to me! We'll see if it sticks. But at this rate...I"m weighin in next week...hee hee

I did well yesterday and today so far. I was down 2.5 lbs this morning so I won't complain...shocker, I know. I've been eating pretty much what I want in, like, 1/16 portion
sizes of what I want. Still, I'm not deprived. Blah, blah, blah. I'll let you know what the scale says tomorrow.

Startin Over...again...

Nah, I'm fine. Oh, you didn't ask?! I'm sorry, I'm talking to myself again. So, today has been fine. 2/3 of the children are gone and she's sitting by me eating a snack and asking all sorts of questions. So as I answer why, Elle, why? Why? Why?...I decided to drop a line on my little successes today. I successfully did NOT eat a Reeses Egg. I did NOT forget to eat breakfast. And I did NOT hate myself when I looked in the mirror. I DID eat healthy so far today. I danced with the kids for a little 20 min. workout. And I'm drinking so much water that all I'm doing is peeing and drinking water. Cheers to the little things I did right today!!!!

So...

I'm still fat. I haven't cared for the past two weeks because of parties, birthdays...days ending in "Y" (the hell did I eat that?!)...
I am not going to be a coward and not weigh in tonight (*ahem* you know who you are) ; ) I'm going to take my lumps like a real woman (and believe me, I have lots of lumps) (because men are babies) and not run from the scale. I will do better knowing they know, I've gained a few lbs back. Nothing like a little humiliation to get my ass in gear...again. God, I feel like a broken record.

Birthday Week!!

Tomorrow is my Birthday!!! Do I really need an excuse not to diet? Uh...no. I have no freakin clue what I weigh today because I haven't weighed. Too many parties and junk going on. I'm not worried though, I am starting fresh Friday. I will do my best to make more time again for this blog.

facing the music

Well I went to Weight Watchers tonight. I am up 1.4 pounds. My birthday bashing is blowing up in my face and around my waist... Here's to a new and hopefully weight losing week!

Wait!!!!

No, I'm not mistaken. I know how to spell WEIGHT! All fat people do. It's WAIT because I have been so busy I haven't had time to eat. I wasn't even waiting until this past week was over with to really worry about the WW meeting tomorrow night, it just sort of happened that way. My weight is the exact same that it has been for 9 days now. I was kinda stressed about it, but given that I have made over 600 cookies (not an exaggeration, I have a baking business) in the last 4 days; not to mention 192 mini cheesecakes, 65 cake balls, 42 pecan bars and enough butter cream to cover my butt, the fact that I haven't gained is a bloody freakin miracle!!! So, I'm gonna go to that meeting tomorrow night and when the woman announces my weight (which she is always inclined to do) I'm going to DARE ANYONE to ask me what the hell I've been doing for the past week!!! Weaker fat people would lick my arm for a taste of residual butter cream at the mere mention of it. Bring it on Weight Announcer!!!