Weight Watch-out!

Watch out Weight Watchers, here I come!! I haven't decided when I'm going going to start, but I'm contemplating on the next Tues. meeting with Carly. It might tip the scales (no pun intended) on my mood for Christmas. I've felt much better since yesterday and part of that mood change is deciding on a definite weight loss plan instead of continuing to do what isn't working. I want to be able to eat what I want on Christmas and New Years but I know I will feel better mentally if I am at least trying to be better when there isn't an event going on. I'll let you know what I decide.

Break Down

I am not reporting my weight right now because I am so ashamed, scared, depressed, miserable...you name it. I have actually gone looking for a therapist that specializes in food addiction and low self esteem. I have finally hit rock bottom and don't know where to turn. I need help. This blog, dieting, friends and family...it's just not working. I need to figure out why I turn to food in the first place. Please help!

We gotta hang in there

Yankee Girl Thank you for your comment! It is so nice to know others are fighting the same battle I am. Let's continue to keep each other motivated! I still am not below 200- but I will do it if it kills me! I am seriously considering weight watchers though. I have never been a fan of theirs, always said it doesn't work for me. But I think I am willing to give it another try. I am really tired of weighing more, or the same as my husband.

yo yo

Well I went down to 203 and then back to 204 today. I don't know why breaking that stupid 200 number means so much to me. It's not like at 199 I will look like a skinny minnie! I just want to break that number. I think that's why it's not happening. Murhy or Karma or just plain evil forces are keeping me from reaching my goal. Ok Ok, maybe I am a little to blame.

I am meeting diet again

I am back on the diet (at least until Christmas, or next weekend). Went up to 209 over Thanksgiving and then back to 205 today. We'll see what tomorrow brings.

Diet?...Did someone say diet?

What diet?!

Sicko

My husband got sick and lost 5 pounds. He officially weighs less than me. Why can't I get sick???