Friday, September 3, 2010
I am at 205.2. Thank God. Now I just have to get through this weekend. I am out of town all weekend staying at a hotel with no kitchen, refrigerator and all but 1 restaurant is fast food. Suckish! I'll let you know how I do. I am going to make the best choices I can and not stress about the rest. There is always re-conditioning on Monday.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
So happy so happy. Today I went down 3.2 pounds putting me at 213.4! It's about time that I moved down on the scale. All morning I kept thinking, "uh-huh, oh yeah, uh-huh, I'm good" I would have broke into song and dance if people would've let me. Now, to continue going DOWN! I am happy to say I have finally reached the point where I do not feel the desire to cheat. I am actually good with what I am eating, and "bad" food doesn't sound worth it. I hope to have this mindset for many more weeks!
Went down 2 lbs after 1 day so I can't complain but I've had to reevaluate my goals since I fell off the wagon for those 5 days or so. I feel better. That's all I'm saying for now. No promises since I am going to be staying in a hotel for two days; without a kitchen; for a family reunion; eating out all the other meals. Wish me luck
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
So I went up a pound today! I have no idea why! I did everything just right. Ugh, I am irritated. Tomorrow better show something better b/c I hate doing good and gaining for some stupid reason like "oh, that chicken must have been injected with something before they packaged it"!!!
I don't know if I should call this "Day 1" or "what-hell-are-you-doing"? It is 1:40 in the afternoon and I've had an apple...AN APPLE, as in 1...1 apple. So much for doing something good for my body. I'm starving and instead of going upstairs to eat I'm holed up in the basement blogging about eating. That's a valid diet strategy, right? Anyway, I don't know what I weighed this morning but I vow to do better for the rest of the day AND tomorrow!
Monday, August 30, 2010
This was officially the fourth week of me being on "the diet" and I am down 10 pounds. Not bad I guess. Two and a half pounds a week. I am very proud that I managed to not gain any weight over the weekend away with the girls. I turned down smores and peanut butter fudge sundaes but I guess it paid off. I am at a whopping 215.6. I will be so happy when I am below 200. I don't know why 199 sounds so much better than 200 but it does, it really does.
Okay, so to make a long story short...I have been super busy, have not been sleeping all week, internet down, disconnected with blog and have had too damn many family functions. These are not excuses just telling you that I have fallen off the damn wagon and was hit by a Sara Lee truck. I am at 209. 3 lbs heavier than I was last week. Really annoying, but still my own damn fault. I was so motivated before and now I'm in a slump that I am clawing to get out. I will make it! I just need to take it one freakin' minute at a time. Wish me luck!