Friday, September 24, 2010


At least I'm down another pound. It feels like it goes so slow and I gain so quickly! Not fair at all.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

We're tied

Wow I am at 211 too today. I knew I couldn't stay below 210 for more than one day. I probably will be here for the next week before I finally drop.


As you probably know the reason I have been non-existent is due to lack of real dieting. It is so hard to do this after one or two screw ups. I'd been counting calories for awhile and would fluctuate between 1-3 lbs. I have been running at 5:30 every morning with the dog for the past 5 days. I am trying to get back into the swing of things. I am probably going to start using this blog as a stress reliever when I feel like I want to eat junk instead. That was my original intent. Not these one liner updates. No offense to anyone out there, but I don't care if they get long winded or boring. I need this. I need an outlet separate from food. I will try to make it interesting, but I'm not promising anything. (211, still, again...whatever)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Wow someone's out there!

I want to say thank you to Discovering the mommy in me! I visited and became a follower of your blog. I really didn't think anyone even read this! I am trying not to give up, and stay strong. It is hard, but I really do want to be healthy and able to keep up with whatever activities my kids want to do (like biking, sports, etc.) I was happy to see that I did go down to 211.8 today. So I am getting closer to being under 200. My first major goal. I still am disgusted I let myself go this much. But at least I am working at it!

Thanks for the words of encouragement! They made my day!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

ho hum

Still 212.4. Went ,came back down, and now here I sit...