Saturday, November 6, 2010

damn halloween candy!!!!!!!!!!

so i had a few pieces of candy (5). I went down to 202 but i know i'll be up like 6 pounds tomorrow. damn candy!

Friday, November 5, 2010

So close

203. I'm inching my way....can't wait to be below that god forsaken number!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Working at it

205 today. Gotta stay strong.

I, too, think men suck!

I completely agree Emily! Aiden keeps giving me a daily update and he's down a pound every day without trying...wait, should I be worried there is something medically wrong with him? Nah, I'm going to assume it's his super metabolism and just bitch about him instead.

On his behalf though, he eats extremely healthy 9 out 10 meals. He likes junk food from time to time, but he never drinks soda or beer, and everyday for breakfast he eats plain oatmeal with cinnamon and pecans, or natural applesauce added to it. And at lunch everyday he eats 1 bag (yes, a whole bag) of steamed vegetables, low sodium tuna, 1 cup of lowfat organic yogurt...I'm beginning to think my husband is an anorexic woman...1 cup of lowfat cottage cheese, an apple, AND 1/4 of almonds. This is his life 5 days a week! I would be such a crabby bitch if I ate like that, oh wait...

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Men suck!

Well, I am at 207 and my hubbie broke the magic number of 200 night time~ he was 199. Which means he'll be LIKE 196 tomorrow morning! He doesn't agree that he'll be less in the morning but...hello! I've been doing this weigh in every minute for the past 2 years and YES you lose 3 pounds overnight! I love him, but sometimes OHHHH I hate him (ok, ok, I'm so jealous I can't see straight) The battle for me will rage on...


The rest of yesterday went really well. I stayed good and ate "clean" (natural, whole foods) for the entire day. I felt really good when I went to bed. I didn't sleep well, but it hasn't deterred me from getting back on track. I've done well today and I feel good about it. As I said, I am taking this one second at a time. It will help with the stress. When I am able to work out again that will be a bonus. (broke foot, see more at Thank you God for helping me get a little closer to being back on track.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010


I'm so sorry it has been so long. I'm going through some stupid stress right now. NO EXCUSES. Dieting hasn't happened in a while. I'm ashamed, fat and stressed. I am trying, yet again, to get back on board today. So far, I have done well. For today. I am taking this minute by minute. I will try to get on tomorrow and at least let you know if I made it through the day...