Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Elle, I am so proud of you...and I hate you. It seems like when I'm reallly on board and ready to DO SOMETHING your iffy, and now look at you, all gung ho! And I am like...yeah, screw it. Why can't we both be on the same frickin page! I am hoping that Jan. 1 gives us that! Ok, actually I will be out of town for a family meeting on Jan. 1 so my GO day will probably be Jan. 3 but you know what I mean.
I have my 2nd meeting with Weight Watchers tonight and weigh in. I'm nervous. I have been better this week but I haven't fully done the program due to the holidays (I know, excuses, excuses...blah, blah, blah.) I should be happy if I just didn't gain, but I keep telling myself that they'll think bad of me if I didn't lose 10 lbs this first week. I know they probably won't but I'm insecure about it. I will let you know later, or tomorrow, how it goes...and if they point and laugh.
Do you ever have an issue with making time to drink? That may seem ridiculous to some of you, but I have this problem a lot, especially while dieting and trying to get all my water in. My problem right now is that I have not had a drink of water in 3 days. I know that is extremely unhealthy and saying I'm too busy to drink is an excuse but that's where I'm at. As a result I feel a bladder infection or UTI coming on due to dehydration. I'm downing the water now but only because I'm physically starting to feel like shit. Why do I put other stuff so far in front of myself that I let this happen? Oh well, what's done is done. I will do better. I have to or I'm going to end up on medication that make my pee orange.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
I am on Day 5 of loosely dieting (I'm being better but not getting super serious until the holidays are over). I am down 6.2 lbs! That's just being better, not good! I love it! I don't feel deprived at all. I mean, how could I? Last night I ate a giant Greek salad, half a cup of bomb-*ss homemade fettuccine alfredo, 2 Gooey Butter Cream cookies, 2 chocolate chip cookies and a glass of wine! And I still went down 2 lbs from yesterday!! I'm so freakin happy right now I could eat a cookie! Don't mind if I do...