Thursday, February 24, 2011


Alright Alright. I am weak and pathetic. I didn't weigh in because I knew I didn't do good. But I haven't been feeling well, so I've been going to bed early and haven't been eating late at night, and what do you know???? I lost 6 pounds over night! Craziest damn thing that's ever happened to me! We'll see if it sticks. But at this rate...I"m weighin in next week...hee hee
I did well yesterday and today so far. I was down 2.5 lbs this morning so I won't complain...shocker, I know. I've been eating pretty much what I want in, like, 1/16 portion
sizes of what I want. Still, I'm not deprived. Blah, blah, blah. I'll let you know what the scale says tomorrow.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Startin Over...again...

Nah, I'm fine. Oh, you didn't ask?! I'm sorry, I'm talking to myself again. So, today has been fine. 2/3 of the children are gone and she's sitting by me eating a snack and asking all sorts of questions. So as I answer why, Elle, why? Why? Why?...I decided to drop a line on my little successes today. I successfully did NOT eat a Reeses Egg. I did NOT forget to eat breakfast. And I did NOT hate myself when I looked in the mirror. I DID eat healthy so far today. I danced with the kids for a little 20 min. workout. And I'm drinking so much water that all I'm doing is peeing and drinking water. Cheers to the little things I did right today!!!!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


I'm still fat. I haven't cared for the past two weeks because of parties, birthdays...days ending in "Y" (the hell did I eat that?!)...
I am not going to be a coward and not weigh in tonight (*ahem* you know who you are) ; ) I'm going to take my lumps like a real woman (and believe me, I have lots of lumps) (because men are babies) and not run from the scale. I will do better knowing they know, I've gained a few lbs back. Nothing like a little humiliation to get my ass in gear...again. God, I feel like a broken record.