Emily, I have no doubt that you can win this battle once and for all. You are on the right path by changing your habits that have nothing to do with food first that are keeping you unhealthy. I'm proud of you for doing that! It helps me to see you changing those habits and makes it easier for me as well. You can do this!!!!
Jonesie, you make me laugh. I hope you and your family are well and that you are feeling good!!!! Stay away from the fucking cupcakes!!!!!! They will only cause you grief, heartache and pain!!!! ; )