I must purge my thoughts, my body, my soul from those disastrous mounds of deliciousness. Gawd! This will be hard!
I took the first step (after polishing off almost a clean dozen of those little suckers in 2 1/2 days flat!) and have myself on nothing but water and healthy food today. Also, I have purged my closet of the previous wardrobe because while I did gorge and surely gain a few pounds from the before mentioned cupcakes I still have lost weight over all and GAWD I look horrible in my fat clothes!
Looking back at the videos and pictures taken Saturday night at the hubs bday party my clothes are at least 2 sizes too big and I can't allow myself to look like that OR have the clothes sitting in my closet being used as my comfort zone. I mean if they are hanging there I don't think I will work as hard to lose the weight as I would knowing they are there "if" more like when I got that big again. So, I am giving them away. Hoping that the knowledge that the big clothes are no longer there then I will work harder to stay away from needing them again.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Today is a new day. NO CUPCAKES!