Whatever

I haven't been doing well this week.  It's hard to be motivated knowing I'm going to have to stop WW.  This is the completely wrong attitude to have and I'm working on fixing it.  I did better yesterday and at least stayed within my points.  Today I am determined to do a little better than yesterday.  I hate my body, and the weight I'm at, and I'm the only one that can fix it.  Emily, you have been missing forever.  Jonesie, I'm worried about you!  I need some help here people, and I'm not talking about my weight.  This truly has become an online journal because I'm the only one that writes.  Save your pep talk Emily, I've been trying to get feedback, entries and communication with you and Jonesie for a few weeks to no avail.  I haven't abandoned anything.  Have you?!  Jonesie seriously, please let us know you are ok.  Just a simple, I'm alive will suffice.  I know that you are going through a rough time, I want to be here for you.  I don't want you to write and act like you're fine.  I just want to know you're alive.  Please.